how lucky i am to have the life i have

forcing myself not to say something negative immediately after that statement, even though i probably will later on in this entry

i want to take a moment and appreciate all the people i have in my life rn

angie amanda dom mata (~) michael milca +other IRLs seattle vanessa you-hsuan

i have some other friends but am unsure if i should add them. will just keep it to this list for now...

i really don't recognize how lucky i am sometimes. stable job (i hope), living on my own, exploring a new city, making new irl friends, getting to play my favorite game with online friends. i have to keep trying.