a date... with someone who isn't you?
fucking hell. someone on hinge asked me on a date.
all i could do is panic. because they aren't you. THEY AREN'T YOU. this person isn't you and i have no idea how i'm supposed to go on a date with someone who isn't josh. i'm panicking. how the fuck could i ever get over you?
you drilled your way into my heart from all of january – now. how am i supposed to go on a date with someone when you and i still have so many more memories to create together.
- what about all the times we played valorant together?
- what about all the laughs we had over my stupid jokes where you told me, “you proud of that one?”
- what about when we watched impractical jokers?
- what about when we played overcooked 2 together?
- what about when i shared my deepest traumas with you?
- what about when you cheered me up while i was in california?
- what about when you facetime me?
- what about when you show me meowgi?
i'm gonna cry again. how am i supposed to go on a date with someone who isn't you. my heart belongs to you. what the fuck am i supposed to do.