little pieces

of me are flaking off every day in shreds and mangles that peel – that I peel – off the soles of my feet or in fat cigarillos of pasty human silt that scratch from neck and shoulders and everywhere else.
and these things which were once me are not me any longer are things.
I make a drama of it too – menacing hard dead calluses with sharp steel provoking sometimes red red corroboration that great theatric
and these are the colors of a body, white and grey and dry and dripping and telescoping out in awkward posts and living and dead and peeling itself apart –
it’s a bad habit.