Tiny Victories My Amazon Prime Subscription was up on April 8th I chose to put it on hold I will probably never use it again though after 10+ years Goodbye, Auf Wedersein, Ciao It was so much harder to leave you than you’d think Dear John, I got so many good things from you You’re so convenient for me, shopping was cheaper with your discount of complicity, and I’ll miss that in material ways that I hope are worth it in the bigger picture that includes other people than me, that includes the whole world and an infinite future, where working, participating, and growing food happens locally, and progress happens locally, while peace spreads globally
I have more investments in the big tech and big America to shed More tiny benefits to relinquish Excuses are excuses I can’t because I need this until I don’t need it because I replace it with something local with a human face or faces. I was worshipping the god of convenience but the idol is getting smashed on cheap vodka and whiskey
Cheap friends
Expensive enemies
I might not get the best deals anymore delivered to my door like Santa Clause working year round, but I get to know that I escaped, for now. I escaped part of them, a part of it, despite logic saying, oh hush, the energy centers and slavery will happen no matter what you do Might as well get 30% off, but then my name is on the books.
It’s already on them. I’m already a flawed role model, if anything. I bought and sold and mixed and mingled with the lowest shelf liquors. and I paid for that sin with misery, like Iran said on social media, a living hell What did they mean by that? What do they know about our particular hell and living it? Do they really know or do they bluff? Men don’t know about suffering, they’re bluffing, but they hit the nail on the head with the missle either way, it’s true it’s hell. Never being good enough, rat on a wheel for love.