No Place Like Home
Well, I think I’m going to be fired soon, for real. People reported the details of a couple crash-outs, and me being a bitch to kids, or sharp toned. Who knows what all they complained about. Maybe I wasn’t doing a good enough job. But it was my best! Doh!!!
So wth am I going to do? First of all, find a new type of job, but what kind? Would it be possible, one that’s easier for more money? I think I tried teaching enough. But I also got in trouble at other (corporate) types of jobs for being myself. There’s no job like home.
So, there goes that. This is a hard time of year for me, like my mom said. She’s right. It is. I don’t know why. I’ve crashed out at several jobs at this time of year. At least I turned in good reports for them before they let me go. Hopefully they’ll still give me some kind of job reference. Like, hypothetically I’m still fit for other types of jobs, right? What kind, even? I’ve always been desperate, not chosey. I take the first one offered, and settle in a couple weeks after spending 1.5 years at a place, on average. I knew this was would go bad, though. I’m not what people want in a teacher. I’m just a person who’s barely surviving the psychic reality of 2006. Or the physical one. But I was showing up with shit for them to do, and interacting with them all day.
I guess we’ll see. :/